Shames

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                  Shames 

I don’t remember myself, I read

In one of the rooms, away home

Waiting an earthquake

Anyhow couldn’t face the death

Unhappiness is my ointment

If bleeds to heal

Are you hearts, are you diamonds?

I don’t like the diamonds

Not I know the hearts

Spades and clubs are my cheek by jowl

I can’t tell, I’m bad story telling

II

All of each one seem beautiful to me now

They all have smooth legs, all have hubs

Who’s got the butt, who has ass, they also go

I persist in my stobborn, I sit at home

Like if I’ve waited a thousand years, waiting

And if wait just one more day would be fatal- when the news arrive

I fell into an ordinary despair

Where every story ends, the happy ending

A marriage proposal

Even before begun, ended all once more

III

You don’t even walk around this improper behaviour

Instead walking naked around the lake edge

Do we suppose to drag muddy tulle?

Have been a cannon ball, tight to our feet

Been vacuum to the ground, been fear

So we suppose to see nightmares instead?

Finds a blurry ring and wears it

Is not clear what is, is silver

One day, two days pass by

Nine-hundred-twenty.Five

Shines like a mirror in a month

Something like a fairytale

IV

He took the motorcycle over hills, plains

Stargazed, thought everything

I couldn’t even bite an apple whereas, begrudge myself

Meanwhile no witness, no seeker, no listener

The teller listened itself again

And wore me on a lay figure

V

I can insist for lots that I wonder

But this one I may not

And once more what I wanted from this life

I couldn’t ask for it, under conditioned

Harvestable wheat lessons by father to son

Although this woman is not a wheat nor on hold…

Alike the Aegean sea that she knows a bit

Flows from the bottom to the left,

To the right on the surface off the beat

Is she blue or green I can’t get however

At night seems black

VI

An agent died this year

Confess the murder of Marilyn

Dangerous affairs caused by

Must be taken to care woman

Or

An old senile's last wish is

To be heard of his death

And was the most jealous of

While his entire body wrinkled

Her youth remained in his head

9 eylül-2015